My Remembering Sunday

The Sunday that I would remember

It was a cozy sunday morning at Bandung, our final sunday morning before we have to go back to reality. After spending 4 days of vacation together at Jakarta and Bandung.

Well, where should I start…

In short, we know each-other because she is a bridesmaid of my bestfriend’s wife, and then we talked a lot about things trough YM for a while, I was going so witty and flirtaeous on the conversations, but she’s smart to decipher those and never freak out. An enjoyable moments of witty jokes, flirtaeous talks until someday.. she ask me to stop because she affraid ‘something-heart-related’ could happen if we go on like this.

She used to think of me as that flirtaeous guy who would flirt to any living girl on earth I guess 🙂 but in reality it’s wrong 😀 well she ask me to stop since she’s affraid that she might fall to my game 😐

She never realize it before… but when she ask me to stop. There’s that throbing pain in my heart to not wanting to stop it… But how much I want to chat with her everyday about many things… I guess I start to fallin towards her

So I said to her back then how I feel. In YM. even then in the afternoon I think it was a cowardice stuff and almost made me book a flight to Jakarta that afternoon just to see her and said it in person. But OK… I’ll bear with a phone call then.. I ring her at night and reenact what I said to her the morning before.

I ask her… would you be my everything?

She didn’t said “Yes” imediately. She said that she need some times to consider about it. And then in the mean time.. I wrote this for her If you say YES II? and been calling my friends out there to give me some support and recomendation for her 😉

Eventually she said YES, and then… I am planning to go on a vacation to see her @ Jakarta.

With the fear of not accepted and the worries that I could not live trough her expectation I took a flight to Jakarta to see her for the first time as her “everything”. And then finally we met 🙂

She was affraid to not live though my expectation, so do I…

But you see.. when I first met her all I can do is staring at her beautiful smile, and said those cliche words again

I think I am in love again

And she laugh, a laugh I know I want to see and fight for it.

In the afternoon, I reenact all of those I said on YM and Phone about her.. about these feelings in front of her, and she said “YES” again for it 🙂